Fine Noise

Santa Monica, CA - Lili - Saturday, June 25th, 2005 : goo

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It is wonderful to hear of your experience. No matter what
happens in your life, transcend. Listen to the self, to
existence, to the great being.

Koan:

When we use the word Love we are actually referring to
something much more pervasive than the manifestation of Love
that we appear to be referring to. We inutitivity know this
and we use the best word that we can. Love is a
manifestation of Love.

Those who have gotten to a point of true deep humility;
those who have gotten to a point of "not pushing outward"
but, instead, are able recieve reality unfiltered,
undisrupted, are often referred to as enlightened.
"Not pushing outward" means that when we produce what can
appear to be "outgoing action" it is not forced or
controlled by a need to hide from some part of our self.
This is on a continuum in the sense that we are at some
point on a path to fully realizing this, and this is what we
are actually seeking. It is connected to everything we do,
it is the reason we do anything; eat, sleep, laugh, cry,
procreate, make war, "make Love", etc. This does not mean
that 'ego' is not important; and, in fact, we must, we do,
work with what we really are. Position, or how we are
situated, "puts us" in a world where we are isolated from
environments that would cause us face areas of ourselves
that we are not presently facing. Open, honest, intimate
examination of the self is necessary for transcension. So
all aspects of our mind can conjoin, so we can become what
we "actually are".

This is use of words to describe something immensely
complex. Words come from the langauges of 'feelings', and
these from the lanaguges of the soul. In learning anything
awareness tends from seeing complexity to seeing simplicity
and back again in advancing cycles; even if the resulting
"simplicity" appears as having been simplified by way of
seeing increased complexity.

I have had many experiences that I see as the same, or
similar, to that as you describe, and, often, such that it
is has been largely sustained. These experiences are
beautiful. Next, I am going to describe another type, this
one also imparted great lessons:

Once someone that I love very, very, much was injured and
dying. I was about two miles away in the same posture facing
the same direction; was having a late lunch, an early
dinner, with another friend. She sat across from me at the
table. The time was approximately 3 to 4 o'clock. We were
about to take the first bites of the meal. And with an
extremely rapid onset, in a matter of a third score of
seconds, as if something reached into my mind and began
imposing thoughts onto it, a stunning spectrum of vivid and
horrible feelings and awarenesses that I seemed to "have a
wrestling match with" in order to try to control. It seemed
to be throughout the body but I had a distinct sense of it
being primarily located in the brain area, this is to say a
'sensation'indicating location in the body. If I could only
impart the overt foriegn nature of this; whatever this was
it was very powerful relative to anything that I have
experienced. I said to my friend, "Something is very wrong."
I tried to describe it but the feelings were interupting and
something in me tended to understand that it was more
important to watch, to observe what I was seeing. By now
approximately 20 seconds had elapsed from my first
'conscious awareness'. I leaned forward, chair turned about
perpendicular to my orginal position at the table, chest
toward thighs, head in hands; now added, an odd sort of
'physical' pain that is difficult to describe using words.
The "psychic disruption" left more slowly than the onset and
was greatly diminished at about the 30 seconds from the
onset. About 2 to 3 hours later we recieved a telephone call
informing us about the injury. My friend passed onward a few
days later.

One of the lessons for me, intuitively supported by other
experiences, is that there was, from my awareness of the
experience, clearly, direct transmission of information
between our nervous systems. Another lesson for me, also
inutuitively supported by other experiences, is that
people's minds can comingle during the dream state. And both
point strongly at the physical prospect that before and
after 'Life' are altered states of consciousness.

Love,

signed
(Lili)

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kobe: trancendental and lovely. thank you.

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